Anticipation….. Wait for it…..

When i was a child, i loved (LOVED) jack in the boxes.

…. slowly winding that handle…. listening to the clicking and ticking, knowing that at ANY moment that damn thing would POP open and scare the hell out of me…

tick… click….. tick…… click…..POP!

Heightened senses, the tingle in my belly, the slight grin on my face…

Hmmm seems nothing much has changed all these years (thankfully).

Even before we started talking about the lifestyle, SG was quite aware of this “problem” of mine.

He’d gone to zerbert me… but instead of just pushing my head to the side and getting right to it – he approached me very slowly.. and the whole time his mouth was approaching  the tender, sensitive skin on my neck, i could already feel it – and something crawled up my spine, and into my shoulders and I start to squinch up, and i held my breath when i wasn’t laughing…. and slower STILL he moved toward that space between collar bone and behind my ear…I could HEAR his smile – he KNEW what this was doing to me… when he finally grasped my neck with his mouth and teeth i couldn’t take it! I couldn’t even breath because of laughter (or what ever the hell that was at that moment) takes over, and sucked the air out of me…

ahhh big stupid grin….

LUVS it!!!!!